One miserable episode
Thursday, January 4, 2007
One unhappy episode happened to me over the holidays. I won’t elaborate in my blog. So miserable and hurting… I just don’t understand why this episode will happen to me. When I sit back and really see the whole incident, I find everything is so dramatic. It makes me look at myself once again. What have I done wrong this time? Do I deserve this treatment? I feel so irritated when things just can’t work out. I can’t believe the way I have reacted to this episode. I never thought that I would behave this way. However, it doesn’t make me feel better. It is the same. Some people will not understand what I’m talking but some of you who accompanied me during the weekends should know what happened and what I did. Heh Heh! :P So silly...
I realised one point ~ Time is not a matter at all. Regardless whether it’s two years or two months, when problems arose, the damages caused are equally the same. Now and then, I will still feel the pain.
Thoughts are really scary. Some people don’t mind about what you think but others take it so personally. The latter will think a lot and eventually hurt himself and the one (also think too much) who came out with those thoughts. I never know that the harm created by my thoughts can hurt someone that much until I saw what had happened to me. If I know, I wish I would not allow this to happen. I hope I can solve the problem though I myself also don’t know how it happened. Someone didn't really tell me what I can do or help. I tried but seem unsuccessful and now it’s too late.
It’s unforgettable ~ People (Me, You and those who involved) and every details of this episode from the beginning till the end.
Labels: Just About ME
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